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Apologies to all. not blogging well. I am squashed with projects, anxiety, projects I should come home after work and complete but instead i socialize. I am going to try and catch up today. cgi script is a mother fucker of a whore bitch c-town. not working and driving me nuts. heard back on interview. I was the only candidate they liked. I am the only candidate who has been interviewed in person. Before they give the ok they have to at least interview another - so I will not hear until next week probably. So, the hope is still there that I can escape my evil, stupid beige of deadend job and move forward into some kind of adulthood. I am very weirded out all the time these days. understanding of things is minimal. belief in anything is not strong. not strong at all. personal identity is waning. the path of discovery in relic-world is dim and marginal at best. why? i am mourning the old me, or something. fear the bitter reaper.
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wow FB! that's so great! (about the interview, not the cgi script). hope you get it!!!
fb, sounds very promising about the interview... yay! also sounds like yer in a transitional spot, identity-wise. I bet you'll feel steadier when the dust settles. relic-world will be there for you when you're ready. patience.
why am i blogging?
probs. anxiety is high. you are right sloth that I just need to settle down. sage advice. change is hard, even small change. everyhing is all balanced willy-nilly in the brain. the gains vs losses of everyday life. i don't know. hard to explain. must only listen to the lower level functioning in brain and not spin off.
i am eating a box of cheez-its. cat is on me. something smells of dookie and i cannot locate source.
signing off. must progress. i will see you later dubz!
HOOO HAH, arthur! Where? What? Deets, give us deets!
I bet the big bossman tries to convince you to stay by dangling more money.
update on CGI script. my genius brother made it all better. one prob down!
Congrats to arthur!!! i am waiting to hear from you....
POWER COUPLE>>>>ACTIVATE!!!
This is an absolutely horrible, nauseating thing that I saw recently. It's probably not safe for work, even though there are no human beings in it. In fact, it's probably not safe for anywhere.
http://img211.imageshack.us/img211/2487/nsfwchewyjada0qw0gn.gif
Whatever you do, don't look at this.
Actually, this is better:
Don't look at THIS instead.
i looked and i'm sorry for it.
congrats to Eff Bee and Arthur! I am thrilled to hear of such happy news upon my return! hooray for youse guys.
arthur, i had to get toof fixed and then lunch and then - sigh - actual work needed to be done. so, why don't you post if you're so hot to trot? huh?
yeah! well said fb. :::waits for arthur to post something super fucking hilarious::::
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