Thursday, October 06, 2005

bad fairy b

i can't deal with studio this eve. drinking wine and pacing instead. do you ever have times when you don't know what to focus on - too many directions to go, mediums to cover? try and second guess, try and figure out what the 'important' stuff is. i have too many ideas, can't separate, feel overwhelmed and scared. there is only so much time. tomorrow. i have to get over it. if i just focused on paintings that seems bearable but the other projects call to me more. more unknowns, but also less applicable as art. i am so fucked.

14 comments:

sloth said...

fb. do not do a number on yourself! making anything is good; do whatever you are interested in at this moment. trust your gut.

sloth said...

(even if your gut says "drink wine!" do not let guilt be your motivator. follow your fairy instincts. they will lead.)

fairy butler said...

sometimes it is hard to figure out when doing nothing is ok. sometimes i force myself to the studio in the eves and it is really good and fun even though i thought i didn't want to go. it is hard to know how much is enough?

mountain man said...

Hi FB. I am going to try to make something meaningful and profound to affect reality today. It will make real and concrete change in the world this time, not just in my own head. Oh yeah. It's gonna happen.

Good luck for your day. I am thinking of a party to plan for us all. A party of gross foods possibly and dressing up? Can it happen? Will you help me figure it? Should we do it at my house? Should it be for Halloween? I don't know. I want to do something strange. Help me thinks.

fairy butler said...

i love costumes if i have time to prepare. hmmm....? a party of gross foods is also good. when are you thinking?

mountain man said...

I don't know. I think more. The weekend closest to Halloween? Or what? Or maybe another time??? I look at calendar first, that would help.

krixfort said...

gross foods. . . mmmmmm. I will bring string bean casserole. Oh wait. . .am I invited? Doh!

krixfort said...

mountain man, are you going to dress up like a Mountain Man?

mountain man said...

Krix are you kidding about being invited??? I HOPE SO!!!!! You are the guest of honor. I think I would like to try to dress up like a Mountain Man. It would be a greasy good challenge. I would also love to see Fairy B dress up like a Fairy B because honestly I don't know what the hell that would look like and I am sure she would shock and awe us all.

krixfort said...

I will dress like my friend Goblin becuase I am not sure that dressing like a krixfort would be all that imaginative.

It would give me an opportunity to break out the fez.

sloth said...

yes yes to costumes, YES!

pd said...

Party--let's party. I will dress up as Stevie Nicks.

ep said...

don't know if you've ever seen this site, but it may inspire your costume!

http://www.johannas-art.com/Portraits.htm

sloth said...

omg, that is brilliant.